opposites attract, good sir;

When it comes to my favorite shows and movies, I can't decide between totally opposite things. The two choices being Jersey Shore and The Princess and the Frog. Kind of weird. I can't help it. One is cute and charming, while the other is trashy and hilarious[:

    












IT IS SO HARD TO CHOOSE.

i see your true colors shining through,

This week, I've gotten a new perspective for almost every person I know. I don't even know what's changed. It may be the fact that I've gained more respect than I already had for them, but I've figured out that everyone has their own story. And while it may not be as amazing to some people, it's amazing to me. And the person with the best story, to me, is my granny's. I don't care what anyone says, she's the most wonderful lady I've ever met.
They say beauty is in the eyes of the beholder & let me tell yah, she is the most beautiful lady around town!

Granny,

You're the apple of my eye. You're one of my best friends. You make me laugh at any given second. You're perhaps the strongest lady I've ever met. You've battled cancer, a heart attack, harmful falls, quit smoking cigarettes and still managed to beat it all. You're determined, still getting on your lawn mower every day in the summer. And also very entertaining. I mean, most people don't tell ever telemarketer who calls to go to hell. It's what I love about you. You don't take crap from anyone. You stand up for yourself even if everyone is trying to bring you down.

You've also shown me true love. I remember last year, Papaw came up behind you while you were playing Solitaire. He started nibbling on your ear & you giggle like you were still teenagers. Most people might find it sort of nasty, seeing as how Papaw has a wonderful toothless smile. But to me, well it was possibly the cutest thing I've ever seen. You told me about how you loved it when he nibbled one you. That's what true love looks like to me. Being older and still finding ways to show your affection, calling each other names but thinking nothing of it, letting your spouse fix things that aren't even broken just because they feel like the need to prove their self, and giving them a high five once they've "fixed" it. And when you giggle like you're young again & laugh at each others mistakes. It's just what it's all about to me. You guys are what I want to be when I grow up. My inspiration.

Granny, you're my best friend. My hero. And the best lady I'll ever know. And I wish I came to see you more often. No worries, I'm coming up there a lot more often to get in shape and have some bonding. Just keep strong. Because you're amazing. And I know you can do whatever you set your mind to. I've got tons of faith in you. i love you. <3

This isn't my granny and papaw, but it's sort of what they remind me of(:

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So I'm sorry I haven't been keeping up with my blog. I'm gonna add another goal to the list where I will try to post at least once every couple of days. I've been so busy! I'm afraid that Chemistry will be my enemy. But I'm gonna make it work. My new classes are educational to say the least? Drawing. Geometry. Chemistry. It's gonna be a jerk to handle. 

 

I've got new amazing people in my life! I've decided that it's time to just accept people as they are. Even if they make the worst choices in the world. I'm gonna be there for them. OH MY GOSH. CHARLIE BARTLETT IS ON CRIMINAL MINDS. Crap. Sorry. So as I was saying. Who am I to judge others choices?

 

Ewfffff. School tomorrow. Bummer.

New experiences, New me.

I've went through so many different things this year. Gained friends, lost friends, gained knowledge, cried for the first time in four years, had my first official friendiversary(: It's been nice. But I'm going with the flow & that flow just so happens to be taking me to 2011! New year, New me. I honestly don't know what my goals for this year could be! But here's a start.

Goal 1: I want to do something crazy. I've always lived it safe. But I want to be wild for once. Break out of the very little shell I have left to break. I want to be an actual teenager. I want to be careless. Gosh, I sound sooooo lame.

Goal 2: I want to read something everyday. It makes you smarter, yah know? Whether its the back of a cereal box or a novel I can barely pick up! I want to break my brain DOWN.

Goal 3: I want to get in shape. This is for the better. Going along with that is I want to get an actual tan not just from camp? No more cokes for La!

Goal 4: I'm gonna kick Chemistry A where the sun doesn't shine. I WILL DOMINATE IT. I've always sucked at sciences. That' gonna change. I'm buckling down.

Goal 5: I want to meet new people. I see the same old people errrrrr' day! I want someone to mean something to me. Not what I seem to have around here. This is one of my MAIN goals.

Goal 6: I AM getting a car. I'm gonna drive until I run out of gas. I'm in need of an adventure. I need a wild life.

Goal 7: I want to dress somewhat better. More than just my sweats & school t-shirt. I'm classy!

Goal 8: I want to excel at something. Be extraordinarily well at something no one ever thought I would or could do. I want to surprise someone with my talent?

Goal 9: I want to make a serious change with my look. I want to make people ask, 'Who is that lady?' I want to be sooooo different!

 So yeah, I've got a lot of things to work on this year. I'm gonna have my hands full. But I'm gonna get through this! I know this might have been sort of boring. My apologies[: Have a good New Year's guys!

Hello to second chances;

“I am here again, in a familiar place feeling something I've felt before, wondering why it's still here, why I didn't deal with it more fully before. But I'm glad I have a second chance at it ... and I know that if I need a third chance, I'll get it. I also know that if it comes up again, I'll recognize it sooner and deal with it more readily. This is growth. And, I am happy to be alive.” -Jan Denise

They say that everyone deserves a second chance. It's extremely debatable. On one hand, if you keep giving people more and more chances, you're just giving them the path to walk all over you. And it gives people hope that maybe someday that person will change. You just keep feeding candy to a kid with cavities. But in some cases there are some people who deserve second chances. I mean, everyone screws up. And I believe that people can change. So why shouldn't they have a second chance?

On the other hand, you have people who don't put up with people begging for second chances. Who protect themselves well, but may be missing out on something that maybe could have changed. They have a hard shell and a soft heart. 

And this is what clutters my mind. I don't know where I stand. I think some people deserve chances. But who am I to decide who deserves anything? And this is where my mind conflicts. In my own situations, I've been both people. The hard shell and soft shell [Mexican restaurant reference]......with the same person. And now, I'm back in that same situation. With that same person. No lie guys, I pretty much suck. :/ Input would be nice.

On a lighter note, tomorrow is Christmas Day! :D We're supposed to get some snow. Some Scrooges need to smile a little. It's bound to be amazing? 

Why me?

Recently my life has been pretty disturbing. Things have repeatedly happen this week such as being farted on. SO MANY TIMES. It's pretty disgusting. Jessica. Mariah. Kara. Yeah, I suck. I'm not a fan. 

Another thing everyone seems to love to yell at La this week is, STFU. I'm not sure why. The first time was because I'm a cat lover. ALL YOU CAT HATERS ARE SQUARES. [: Just sayin. I don't know what is wrong with me this week. I guess everyone is getting angry with my life decision about loving cats. What a life I live.

We basiclly have the same DNA;

Ladies and Gentlemen, my best friends just happens to be the best of all. Give it up for Hannah Gayle. She happens to be the most wonderful lady around. Yesterday she gott her tonsels taken out. Seeing her like I did yesterday, it made me appreciate her so much more. I know she can get through anything. With or without me. Even if she was angry at me as soon as I walked through that hospital door. [: I LOVE THIS LADY.

Let's go through memory lane, shall we?

"Ha Wheatley! Ha Wheatley! I love you(: Even though, you won't get this post for a while, it's one of Isaac Newton's Laws. Law of Creeping and Best friendory: For every Ha there is a La to love thee. [: REMEMBER THAT."

"I'm a mess and you like to clean up messes this is why we work so well together. Why you're my best friend."

"It's stupid."
"You're stupid."
"You're gay."
"I'm sorry Ha, I didn't mean to say that."
"La, I'm so sorry! You're not gay!
..."Oh, okay. That's good."
"I know."

So I've posted this alot. And I posted alot more? I don't know. I want to punch my computer at the moment. But I love you, Ha. Keep your chin up and smile showing. You deserve it. <3